Taubat..

              If we can not accept the destiny of God, then it all meaningless worship and the good we have done. God does not give the test if his servant is not able to handle it. So we should be grateful if given the test because God still remember and love you and want us to realize that there is no elsewhere for us to ask for help except Allah .. AMIN .. Indeed, there is nothing permanent except God, including we ourselves .. so we must not fear men but God .. remember, not humans who are eligible judge our sins but Allah .. not a property that leads us to heaven .. not the rank and prestige that brings us to the eternal love .. This world is only temporary .. the solution to all problems is repentance so give support to the wish to repent, do not let them repeat the mistakes of the past in order to protect the reputation .. not a the reputation that determines our harshness to the hereafter .. others just like say anything but did not take the mistakes of others as an example .. it may be that we are not included in this group .. AMIN ..

umrah..

huh...rasanya mcm lma btul x post dlm blog ni..hehhe urm..last weekend,me n DH(dear hubby) ada discuss 'bout  going to make umrah..sbnrnya lma sdh teringin mo pg makkah tp b4 dis mcm not that serious la..but last week he bring up 'bout it again and sy smbut dgn hati yg terbuka..mm so kita pn bsmngatla plan itu ini..here and there..hee and we plan to go there somewhere on JAN or FEB 2012..huhu mudah-mudahan dipermudahkan oleh ALLAH..AMIN..thats why skrg ni berkobar2 mencr travel agencies yg menyediakn service tiptop and reasonable price..hehehe here are some travel agencies yg i think not bad la..:)

1.  Syaza Travel & Tours
2. Andalusia Travel & Tours
3. HajiUmrah.com

moDE: biz..BIZ..BiZ (part 2)

Hehehe too many ideas inside my braIN 'bout starting n setting up the biz that i announce on a post b4..(ceh..announce..mcm bgs jak..huhu) 1st of all...hav to pay all the depts as soon as i get the 'money'..n after i've settled all the VIP's..(hrp2 suma bjln lancar..AMIN) then started collecting all the price of ALL stuff n start calculating my modals...hehe you must be very curious 'bout WTH am i saying here...wat biz?wat kind of biz here??haha okey...on the prev post i've talked 'bout the BLOGSHOP..huhui..i think,i'd like to have one...hee hope everything goin' just fine..(hope ALLAH tolong..AMIN) and then i wanna rent a small..just a small room and sell all the muslimah's stuff such tudung,jubah baju kurung and also fabric meterials..acct. the unique and special of my corner is..i'm going to set up a space for my handmade's..yup..i'm not going to sew a cloth but i'd like to put my 'love' on a cloths (plain of coz) and spice it with all the colourful reben..hihi hope my dreams came true..AMIN..here are some picture for us to imagine how's the biz goin' to be.....^_^  

ThE dAy..^_^

Mmmmm...thinking wat kind of cloth wanna wear..huhuhu many design catch my eyes but i think i wanna wear something loose n simple but yet still special n beautiful that brings the happiness..hehehe here some design that i really love..thinking how can i just compile all the design n put in a dress here n there..hahahah(compile..??mcm file jaa..)

blogging...lepaking...

One of my BFF- Pu3 (acct. its Puteri but she,herself made it short n cute ~ pu3..) at BK Putatan..b4, we were at Mamak Curry House at Inanam..heheheh after long tyme never seeing each other,lepaking together we decided to meet that day..hehehe she pick me up in the mornin' n then we went to her clinic to 'cek suhu'..(i never go to 'cek suhu' on holiday or weekend...)hurmmm after dat,we stay n stoly molly at Tg. Aru..we sat there for almost 2 hours..only drinkin' leong fun susu n nescafe madras pekat 4 her..huh!! wat a long story...heheheh goin' back at 1pm but my home empty..none there..hurmm..so i decided to follow her back her home since i didn't make it there on her 'housewarming' party last month..hehe too bad didn't hav the pic for the house coz i was tempted...love the interior design..it's simple but still stylish..hee and also not forget to mention the blaze was so quiet n calm..it's fascinate me..huhu

             on 7pm hav to say gudbye to her coz had to go back to keningau...work..work..n work again...release some stress come again much more...(mcm gantung ja ayat tu...heheh nda pa yg pnting fhm..)huhu adios..


wassalam..

keredhaan Tuhan yg di cari..

bismillahirahmanirahim..

         sedih rasanya bila niat yg baik ditolak dan diperlekehkan mentah2..bukan harta duniawi yg aku cari..bukan pangkat atau penghormatan yg patutnya kita kejar di dunia ni..tp keredhaan hidup yg aku cari..cukup bosan sdh hidup d dalam keadaan sebegini..hmmmmm..tp kenapa manusia tetap mncari pangkat dan harta??hmmmm setiap manusia itu tidak lari dari melakukan kesilapan kn..aku yakin rmai yg akan setuju sbb bila imbas balik hari2 lepas mesti setiap antara kita ada melakukan kesilapan yg kita anggap paling besar dan memberi kesan yg sgt besar dalam hidup kita..samada kesan itu membawa kbaikan atau sebaliknya..dan aku pernah melakukan kesilapan itu tp mengapa aku tidak diberikan peluang untuk mneruskn ketlanjuran aku dan mngubah kesilapan itu menjadi satu pengalaman hdup yg akan memberi satu titik permulaan untuk aku mamulakan satu kehidupn yg baik???kenapa??kenapa aku mesti disuruh untuk berpatah balik dr jalan itu dan memulakan satu kehidupan yg lebih baik yg dorg suma tau itu mustahil untuk dilakukan..kenapa????
       
         aku yakin stp yg Tuhan telah tentukan utk blaku ada hikmahnya sndiri tp knapa mreka tidak memikirkn hal itu???klau stp org yg lebih tua dr kita perlu kta hormati,perlukah kita menurut jg apa yg mreka nyatakn tanpa memikirkn prasaan dan hidup sendiri???hmmmm bingung..mcm2 perasaan berkumpul dalam dada..serba salah..suma ada..aku sdh tdk tau jln mna harus di tuju..yg pasti aku tdk akan brpatah balik lagi..aku tdk akan mnyia2 kn satu2 harta yg aku ada dlm hidup ni..ckuplah aku jd bodoh mnurut saja apa yg disarankn oleh org skeliling..ckuplah pnyesalan aku mnyia2knnya satu masa dlu..aku tdk mahu rs mnyesal itu mnyelubungi aku lagi..ckuplah..sorry..dimana dan mcmna pn aku tetap harus memilih satu jln shj..aku mnta maaf pada mreka2 yg aku korbankn..sbb ini hidup aku..ckup2la hidup aku ditentukn dr dlu..biarla aku cr kbahagiaan aku sndiri..klau kmu mmbuang aku..aku pasrah...aku cuma dpt memohon dgn Tuhan spy kmu dijauhkn dr sgala malapetaka..dan sntiasa brada dlm keadaan sihat dn bahagia slalu..biarpn tnpa aku..AMIN

wassalam...

5S..audit..5S..audit...huh??ordering??waaaaa...stress

huh..dlm bz2 memikir apa benda mo di order utk farmasi ni..dtg lg la pla kecoh2 mo dtg audit..cnfrm la mo check dokumentasi n 5S..hmmm sdh la stor n counter mcm apa ja..brhmburan dgn label main tulis2 ja..hmm dmna silapnya..napa ssh btul aku mo catch up bila keja sendiri..order blum hantar lg..ni sdh over dateline ni..sedih jg..nmpk mcm aku blum cekap n ntahla mo ckp apa..pdahal keja sdh lbh 3 thn..huhu nda tau mo blame sapa lagi..ada boss pn,today keep pushing 'bout stor..then tomorrow blum abis lg bab stor tu..ordering lagi..huh nati dia dtg round,suma yg sdh dsusun d ubah balik kedudukan..hadoi...penat aku..aku ni makin ari makin tua..bdan pun makin cpt penat..mkn2 supplement pun sma jg..otak penat..huh parah ni..(tu la..aritu gatal sgt mintak pndah tmpt yg tpencil..spy dpt keja sndiri2..skrg pdn muka aku..)huwaaaarghhhh..